I’m very angry at the moment. For a lot of reasons. All of them good reasons.
But the trauma’s been giving me a hell of a caning for the past couple of days too.
Very disturbed sleep patterns. Pretty nasty nightmares centered around abuse and abandonment. Rather unpleasant flashbacks and dissociative episodes too.
I’m so exhausted and frustrated and angry I can barely see straight.
I try to write, but I just end up producing long winded, barely coherent rants.
This will change.
Sooner rather than later I hope.